Well, I've been that for a long time... :P But that isn't the entire solution (although I would truly love it, haha...). I'm just completely confused. Most of the time I have an attraction to guys... but every once in a while, I'll feel attracted to women. I can't explain it. I mean, last night this kept me up through the night just thinking about it. First, there's Bekah. If I'm not in love with her... I don't know what to call it. I just can't stop thinking about her. I want to be with her... around her. I want to stuff with her. I do have those feelings. I hint at this when we talk or write. She has another boyfriend now, though, and jealousy is an understatement. I can't stand it. I miss going out with her. Then there is Mekka. I went out with her a long long time ago when I was young... I mean young. We haven't talked in years. Lately I've been noticing her more and more. In that way, ya know. She's beautiful and sexy. I don't know what more to say... Other than those I usually only notice attrations to guys. I have magazines like Playboy but I never look at them because when I do I don't feel that attraction. Yet there's them. I just don't know and don't understand it at all.
Ugh... enough about that.
I took one last ride on my ATV tonight. Runs as good as ever. Started up on the first try even in 25 degree weather. I froze, once again. Went to my grandparent's since I was left at home and was bored with nothing at all to do. A problem since I haven't had a car to run around in. So... other than worn tires, scratches on the plastic (there before I bought it), and few other things resulting from wear... it's perfect. Only $2800 for an 03 Honda 300EX. Come on... I know someone here has to want it... :P