Cory Wolfe

It's what GM is best at...

Well... I very rarely sleep in school. Actually... today was the first day I've slept in school this year. Mainly because I've been staying up later than usual and only getting a few hours of sleep. Sometimes I have hard time staying awake, but I manage to. My troubles are just waking up and/or staying up in the morning every now and then. Mainly it's just paying attention and crap like that.... Besides, I can't go out my window unless I expect to survive a 25ft fall... I have mastered the art of sneaking out using the unexpected front doors, though. They've never found out while I was doing it. When I wasn't home in the morning... um... they kind of did. :P I'm not a computer nerd all the time. I've done it many times for Bekah, for my only true friend, for parties, and a few times to do some personal stuff. For a moment there... I thought you were mocking me or something. :unsure: Well... if I'm not depressed, I don't know what to call it. As for those 'walls'... That's how it is. What I seem like here is who I am on the inside... who I want to be. The real me. Just wish I could be that... Anyways, I'm getting sick of my own crap. I need to do something about it and just f**king change already...

Exactly... What were you thinking with that? :P Seriously, though, it sounds like an idea. I've always kind of thought or know Diet Pepsi was bad for me but I just can't stop drinking it. I never thought it is was possible to get addicted to it, but I would say that I am. I've tried to stop drinking it before, but I ended up having nothing to drink but it... Anyways, maybe that could help me loose the few pounds I've been trying to... :P Few minutes? If I'm thinking what you're thinking... I can last longer than that, damnit. That's irrelevant though. It'd probably work for the time being. It's been a long time since I've gotten anything at all from anybody (ironic coming from a 16, almost 17, year old... huh?). Nothing ever happened between me and Bekah. I got nothing out of it except for love and a person to be with. So... I invite you to come to Brookville... to pleasure me. :lol: :D

Say what? ...How'd you figure out my future plans? :D

:P Probably, but maybe... just maybe... I was talking about a revived 2+2 Fiero since I said nothing about engine location or drive wheels. The Fiero technically is a compact... :D

If... it had a better power to fuel economy ratio, better more tasteful styling inside and out, more unique features, and a not so retarded spare tire location I think it would be a neat vehicle. As is, it's not really innovative, class-leading, nor stylish. It's like Honda's version of the Aztek, quite frankly. Just like it, the idea is there, but that's it. I think it's a better choice for those who buy it not for its capabilities. I think the same with the Aztek. All that and they're both based on minivans... How cool, right? :P Chief, I wish I knew what your beef is with this site....

Well... I can honestly say that I can't remember the last time I truly felt happy. It's been years atleast. When I was with Bekah, I was damn close but she couldn't keep all my problems off my mind. It's just been a constant rollercoaster ride of a depression; High school, that is. One time I'll be on the brink and happiness and the next I'm ready to hit the bottom. The difference being that the only extreme I've reached is the bottom and more than once. Yeah, that is exactly what I'm feeling. You're right, though, I need to hurry and get it sold. I'm just very hesitant for some reason. Same with my ATV... I never thought of that... Seems possible and would probably explain a few more things... I'm listening, but I must once more say that anything religion related isn't something I want to deal with. Thanks... I hope you're right. Also thanks for the PM. I appreciate it.

:lol: Sorry... just found that funny. :P Anyways, my perfect car would be compact in size. It'd be a notchback coupe with a curvy body with aggressive fascias and stance. It would somewhat resemble the Sunfire GXP concept and other Pontiacs combined. It'd powered by a turbocharged 4cyl with a 5spd transmission with dual tipped exhaust. The interior would seat 4 with highly bolstered buckets. The dash would flow perfectly just like the exterior. Overall it would slightly resemble the GTO's with modern Pontiac mixed in. Colorwise... I'd take mine in black for both interior and exterior. The only chrome you'd find is with various touches throughout the interior, the exhaust tips, and head/taillight elements. That's it.

Alrighty then... Sorry. Guess that's why I shouldn't stay up late. Needless to say, I regret starting this. You guys are right and I'm just... IDK. Asking too much of you guys and avoiding what I ought to do. It's just hard for me since I'm really shy, actually, and I can be much more open to you guys.. I mean, I went 5 years in school without talking at all. I still only talk to a selective few. I'm known far and wide as the kid who doesn't talk. I've gotten the nickname "mute". I would say that the biggest thing keeping me from talking is just the reputation I have. If I talk people make such a big deal out of it and I hate it. Friends and foes carry it on to teachers and so on.... I usually don't have much of a problem with strangers, but those who know me... I do. I have a limited network of friends and most I barely talk to. The ones I do, I don't really like. Those who I wish to hang out with, I try to talk to them but everytime I can't find it in to do it. That's why I always come to you guys for this stuff. This site is like a diary to me... it just writes back and gives me advice and the support I want. That's why. I feel like I've made better friends here than I have in real life. Do you guys understand...? As for skipping school.... I honestly cannot remember why I did it. I wish I hadn't. I will say that I dread coming to school everyday. For many of the reasons above as well as how I literally can't do well. I try but I lose interest and can't pay attention. I can't focus. I drift off into another world while I'm being teached. I never remember anything. When I try to do work, my mind freezes and I can't think. It happens here too in that I have a hard time expressing what I truly want to say. I can't remember certain words when the time comes. What makes it horrible is that I know what the word is and I'm so close to what it is, but can never think of it. Well, this is what happens with school work. I can't do reports, essays, etc because of this. I try but I end up sitting there for an hour with only a few sentences. I can also say that I can't wake up sometimes or can't stay awake. I've programmed myself to be a night person and since I live on Diet Pepsi, caffiene has no effect on me. I've found nothing that can keep me awake... This leads to me drifting off into that other world as well. Well, it's been a entire period... the bell's about to ring and my wrist is killing me. I'll continue once I'm home... Again, sorry for this, guys....

I'm just fascinated that this is my 1234th post. Sequence... yeah... Anyways, I don't know where these next few weeks are going to lead me. I thought I was on my way out of the depression, but I'm heading back into it. Just so much crap is bothering me. There's my GA, which I'm not sure I really wanted to sell in the first place. I mean, I've always talked about it but now that I actually have to, I almost don't want too. But I have to. I need my own form of transportation as I've been trapped in this hell-hole of a house for almost 2 weeks now. I'm going insane. I wake up, go to school, come home, and basically be bored all freakin' day. But it wouldn't be so bad if it weren't such a hell-hole. Seriously... my mom found out about what has been going on with me missing school. First, she's pressuring me to tell her why. I just can't... it's too personal and if she knew the reasons, I'd probably be sent some mental hospital. Second, she's black mailing me into doing whatever the hell she desires to not tell my dad. Quite frankly, he's going to end up finding out too so I don't know. He's going to kill me either way... just wish I hadn't failed. Third, she is annoying the hell out of me. She needs to know everything and she continuously asks. Again, I'm not comfortable about telling her alot of this crap. Still, more problems are about to arise with school. Missing what I have while having the problems that I do have resulted in absolutely terrible grades. If any of them are above 50%, I'd be surprised and highly thankful. What else... I still hate myself, but I thought I was starting not to... but again, a few things have brought the hatred back. I just wish I could be happy with myself for once. It caused a few of the things that led to me and Bekah breaking up. Anyways, I still basically dealing with the same old crap from the last thread like this. Just with different causes and now a few... substances. Did I mention that members here haven't been making it any easier for me...? Well, BV is out. Literally.

Or not... *rethinks sig idea*

No pics of the Firehawk? :P

Well... here's part one of my new sig. Part two and three will come later this month or even next month.

Haha... :D I still want to do that. Maybe I can do it with the GA instead of its replacement... :P

I have yet to be released from my home as I may spread the 'boredom' disease. :blink:

I'm gonna throw this out here... Tenacious D. What's your thoughts on it? Just like Weird Al... very funny in using some past songs as well as their own. I think their song called "Tribute" is pretty good for what it is. Well... Long live Jack Black! :D

You mean... you're supposed to wait until your 21? Oops. :P

Croc... I forget which vehicle exactly, but that radio isn't flush in alot of vehicles its installed in. I think its the HHR or Impala... but I forget.

Wonder why one can't get it on a gas-chugging Hemi powered Charger SRT-8? :P

With the way things seem... I think GM will tank. :unsure:

Why yes... yes I did. :D It's sort of grainy, though. I need to fix it...

One more thing... The only Cadillacs Lutz touched were the STS, DTS. Even then, they are not all-Lutz. He just applied his so-called "talents" to them. The only one you can thank him for is the new Escalade. The ones that single-handedly turned around Cadillac's image were pre-Lutz. Lutz said he actually wouldn't have greenlighted the CTS if he had been at GM earlier. Same with the Corvette and SSR. Pre-Lutz. You can thank Dave Hill for just about everything that the C6 is. The only thing Lutz may have touched is the interior. The first all-Lutz vehicles were the Solstice, Hummer H3, HHR, and Lucerne. So I'll agree with Razor that it's been an act of evolution, mostly. All Lutz really does is just decide what gets produced. That and he likes to water-down designs and make every GM vehicle look like each other.

Well... I'm all for giving out your age. I'm just not a fan of being judged solely on it. There's more to a person than his age. Quite frankly, most judging is done because of stereotypes. A certain age groupe may have a certain stereotype and because of that, everyone in it gets discriminated against including those who never deserved it. If I could eliminate that aspect, I might not regret giving out my age. Just like I do when I get into a heated arguement because my age almost always gets brought up. I can say that I'm proud to be 16 (soon 17) regardless of what anyone says, but it's annoying as hell...

Sorry... I haven't been in the best of moods. It just seemed like it was directed at me. So... send me a garbage bag filled with those giant Chill pills... I'm going to need them. Soon.

Because I've already explained it so many times... I love Pontiac Grand Ams, but damnit, I can't afford to fix anything that may break. I can't now and that's why I'm selling it. If I had the time and money... I might've kept it and got another GA. But I can't. I'm 16 and have school and no job. I need a reliable car to transport me to and from work before I can actually get a job. I can't have another GA for all those reasons... As for others, you're kidding, right? I'd never own any of those even if I could afford to... Okay... you're new and don't know my situation, so I can overlook yet another annoying post. Basically... what I said to WMJ. For the full story... you can see the threads named "GA Problems..." "Well... As With Flybrian..." both started by me as well as "No Reverse Lights" started by another. I don't think GM is crap. Well, not total crap anyways. There just aren't many vehicles that appeal to me that are reliable. The ones I like and can afford were all unfortunately made when GM's were total crap. That and the one in which my passion lies with (Fieros), my parent's do not allow me to have for the most BS reasons (like thinking it's a "queer car"). I'd one of those over anything regardless of reliability, but I can't. As for the rest of American cars... Well, I will never step foot in any Ford. For personal reasons and such. I just hate Ford (and Toyota) with a passion. As for DCX... the only vehicles that appeal to me were rebadged Mitsubishis. Anyways, all that stuff is in my sig because I am a huge Pontiac fan. I love just about every Pontiac to death (except the few blatant rebadges, the Aztek, and some "yawn-worthy" ones). Pontiac also happens to be the one thing that's keeping me a GM fan (if that). Without, I don't really have any reason to like GM. Especially now that Lutz is doing away with distinctive styling; inside and out. Also, I'm a very open-minded person. I buy what I like regardless of where it came from or where the profit goes. I really don't care about stuff like that as long as it's a vehicle that fits my wants. Basically... notchback coupes with sporty styling with reasonable performance. Manual transmissions are must. Drive wheels don't matter to me and neither does the plastic quality of the interior, though. Reliability never used to either until I had to deal with my GAGT... So... anybody else want me to explain myself while I'm at it? <_<